My life has taken a massive change of direction recently, ironically, it now has little direction, the future is once again a blank canvas.
I have always been someone to try and go with the flow, but with a loose idea of where I should end up. This lack of direction should be refreshing, but its daunting, delving into the unknown. I’m trying aimlessly to re-find a path and just enjoy being ‘off-piste’ for now, but it isn’t easy.
Christmas is particularly difficult to be in this predicament, the most romantic, nostalgic and content time of the year. I am lucky enough to have wonderful friends, an outstanding family and my immediate family are truly the greatest people in the world (even my little Nephew, Mickey T’).
I have many people who really care for my welfare and would do anything to help me, this is both comforting and humbling, and, something for which I am eternally grateful. So, it’s hard to continue to feel sorry for myself as I type this, I realise I am a rich man indeed. I will not let personal circumstance get in the way of christmas spirit, never have and never will!
Rest assured, I will watch Home Alone, listen to Cliff Richard, drink hot chocolate by the fire, say “Merry Christmas” to complete strangers, wear a stupid arse jumper with a reindeer on, rush to buy presents at the last minute, open one on christmas eve, eat so much I hav to undo a button and wear the paper crown from the cracker, because that’s what you do!
and I can’t think of anything better.
Merry Christmas
Jake
I have always been someone to try and go with the flow, but with a loose idea of where I should end up. This lack of direction should be refreshing, but its daunting, delving into the unknown. I’m trying aimlessly to re-find a path and just enjoy being ‘off-piste’ for now, but it isn’t easy.
Christmas is particularly difficult to be in this predicament, the most romantic, nostalgic and content time of the year. I am lucky enough to have wonderful friends, an outstanding family and my immediate family are truly the greatest people in the world (even my little Nephew, Mickey T’).
I have many people who really care for my welfare and would do anything to help me, this is both comforting and humbling, and, something for which I am eternally grateful. So, it’s hard to continue to feel sorry for myself as I type this, I realise I am a rich man indeed. I will not let personal circumstance get in the way of christmas spirit, never have and never will!
Rest assured, I will watch Home Alone, listen to Cliff Richard, drink hot chocolate by the fire, say “Merry Christmas” to complete strangers, wear a stupid arse jumper with a reindeer on, rush to buy presents at the last minute, open one on christmas eve, eat so much I hav to undo a button and wear the paper crown from the cracker, because that’s what you do!
and I can’t think of anything better.
Merry Christmas
Jake